He Went Home

So recently my Grandpa passed away and I miss him terribly but I know where he is. I wasn't sure about sharing this story with the world but I figured that there is nothing to lose by doing it. I have been thinking about it and my wonderful Grandpa quite a bit.

Anyhow:

It was on Halloween, I had a pretty good day. I got to wear my clown costume to school which was fun of course. Then I went home, did homework, had dinner, and spent time with my cute niece and nephew. After the kids went home, I was got ready for bed and asked myself the question. "I am exhausted, do I have to read my scriptures tonight? I haven't missed a day in a long while-surely once is understandable." I had a thought, or feeling, that I really needed to read my scriptures. So I did. I read them and I felt the Spirit, which I do often. The last word of the chapter seemed weird so I grabbed my phone and was about to google it when I heard my mom sobbing. I knew what it was immediately- Grandpa had passed away. I wasn't sure how to react so I waited. Soon, Dad came in to give me the news. It seemed as if for a moment time stood still. After Dad left the room, I slowly got up and locked my door. I thought,"What do I do now?" It was almost 11:00 and seminary is early so I laid down in my bed and cried. As, I was crying I noticed I didn't feel entirely sad. I felt intense comfort and love. I envisioned my Savior's arms wrapped around me. I knew without doubt where my beloved grandpa was and is. And a song came to mind its lyrics follow:

Why are we crying?
Of course we love him so
but do you know where he is?
....
To live in a shiny mansion
or to live in this world
To walk around with angels
or barely walk at all

He was sick and yet he gave
all the love he had
We are so lucky
that he can go home

In conclusion, I would like to say that I know where my Grandpa is, as well as others that have passed on. I know they aren't far. I also know that we have a Heavenly Father and a loving Brother, who are very mindful of us and willing to bless us. I know that they prepare us for our hardships and extent the grace and provide a "way to escape that [we] may be able to bear it." (1 Cor. 10:13) I am grateful for this and the Plan of Salvation. I am grateful for God's love.